April 2011
the season finale of season five of the office on.
WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME CRY, UNIVERSE?
maybe it’s because i’ve been in a really fucked up place emotionally for the last couple of weeks but right noq i’m about to start crying over the office and i missed most of grey’s but i wanted to cry watching that and I JUST HAVE A LOT OF FEELINGS LATELY.
and that is my third unfollower in four days.
peace yo.
I took caps lock off for this
slicki:
I will never, never, forgive Lauren Zizes for that. I know the feeling of being laughed at as you run down a hallway trying to get away or stop something and you know what. It fucking sucks. My situation was not like Quinn’s situation but still. Lauren Zizes is officially dead to me. That was cruel and that was disgusting. There is no justification for that and frankly if we were...
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ok, glee. you're really fucking pissing me off.
i hate everything you’re doing with quinn fabray. i loved her last season. i loved HBIC quinn, i loved mamabear preggo quinn. i loved that she had meaning, she had a purpose besides being the hot blonde bitch that everyone wanted to look like. she had depth and complexities and she could have been one of the great characters of high school dramadey.
now you’re giving her the backstory...
making twilight references. not being ironic. losing my mind.
never sleeping again. going cullen. never sleeping. or eating.
i had ramen at 4AM. now i have heartburn.
he left at 5.
my paper? not done yet. i have an hour and a half to write at least three more pages.
my partner for my single cam class told my professor i’m editing our final cut, due thursday.
i have to write another five page paper tonight.
and two articles.
and do a powerpoint.
and go to a meeting.
I DO NOT HAVE TIME FOR THIS.
i have class in two and a half hours, followed by...
and i am not done.
and i am getting tired.
and the boy upstairs is still blasting his game.
without any thought that maybe we would be sleeping in my hall.
and the sun is beginning to rise.
some asshole above me has been blasting a baseball...
i should not be able to hear it downstairs.
it should not sound like a rock concert upstairs.
it is 5AM.
look at your life, boy. look at your choices.
my twitter is bumpin’ right now. my ask is not.
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dear immune system, thank you for falling apart...
ending my hiatus.
writing a paper tonight so i’ll blog more tomorrow. or at like 5 AM my time. depends on how quick this gets done. and how much i’m coughing since i’ve been hacking my lungs out for three days.
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also, this is a tina fey life appreciation blog.
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when i see your face i would swear to the lord i...
jason segel, “dracula’s lament”
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i've been living too hard to believe things are...
jason segel, “dracula’s lament”
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we were almost beautiful, a broken piece of art...
david cook, “the last goodbye”
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we were everything that's right at the wrong time.
david cook, “the last goodbye”
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we were digging through the crates of love, well...
blake lewis, “heartbreak on vinyl”
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some say when it rains it pours, hollywood ain't...
shwayze, “hollywood”
this is a mini-break from my mini-hiatus to blog a...
so maybe i should explain what's been going on.
i’m not going into full detail but it’s been a hellish week or so. back in january i was diagnosed with severe anxiety and mild depression. lately i feel like the two have swapped because the anxiety is (mostly) under control but the depression has been spiraling out of control for months. last week i hit breaking point. there was an issue with my taxes and i’m losing my best...
fuck my life.
my laptop somehow fell off my bed…from a foot off the edge.
now it’s not reading the battery.
FUCK.
seriously hating my life right now.
charlzr replied to your post: i need to get away from here. the only thing is, i…
1. Transfer to Kent State University. 2. Don’t get shot by the National Guard. 3. ??????? 4. PROFIT!!!
no need for the national guard…yet. my mom sent me a box filled with bags of cadbury eggs so they’re helping a little bit…i almost cried when i opened it. i think he knows i’m...
i need to get away from here. the only thing is, i have nowhere to go. i can’t go home. i can’t really visit my friends in albany since we haven’t really talked lately. i feel like i’m losing my mind. i can’t remember the last time i was this angry at everything. it’s not even him. it’s literally every single little miniscule thing about my life.
i want to leave my room and get away from the insipidness. but i can’t leave. people are pissing me off way too easily today, and it’s not like he’s gonna call and say, “let’s hang out.”
sitting on my bed with a container of ice cream,...
what is my life?
this is what my weekend is going to consist of.
followed by some:
charlzr replied to your post: maybe this is because of last night and because i…
Coolatta needs more alcohol. [/CharlzrTheEnabler]
if i had any alcohol, or a way to get it right now, i would either be downing it straight or pouring it into the coolata right now. but i don’t. so i get to wait till the weekend. i don’t even drink during the week but i feel like…i’m...
charlzr replied to your post: and this is a big FUCK YOU post to you. HIM, if you will.
*SUPER MASSIVE HUG* I’m so sorry. You’re fucking fabulous. The best revenge is to find someone better, and I’m sure you will. Now go light something on fire. That always works to improve the spirits, right?
right now i’m drinking a coolata and watching american idol. idol is not helping. but i was...
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maybe this is because of last night and because i think i’m losing one of my best friends because he and i haven’t talked, like actually talked, for about a week but everything, and i mean everything, has been pissing me off today. go to class? everyone’s pissing me off. my across campus walk in ten minutes to my second class? it was raining. i stepped in a puddle. wearing flip...
and this is a big FUCK YOU post to you. HIM, if...
it doesn’t matter that you like her. i mean, it does, but it’s not like we’re together. it’s not like we’re anything, really.
except we are. aren’t we? or do you just do this with everyone? sleepovers and six AM coffee runs and late night adventures in massachusetts? what about those talks we had? i told you stuff i’ve never been able to tell anyone. i...
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this is an appreciation post about my room. also...
when i first moved into this room back in august, i was apprehensive about making it home. i knew it would only be temporary and i took my time making my room last year reflect my personality. i think it only took a couple of days before i had hung up the four posters i originally came here with, in addition to setting up my bulletin board and hanging pictures on my door. then i hung up my...
I want anons.
definealive:
You can ask me about anything.
+Relationships
+Friendships
+Personal stuff
+Would you rathers
+Have you evers
+Or anything else
You Had Me At Bitch-Boy: citylightslayoutbeforeus... →
charlzr:
citylightslayoutbeforeus replied to your post: I hate my life
everything ok?
I have a paper due tomorrow, I’m 4 chapters behind in a book I have to read for my English class, and I just failed my first art assignment in the history of my life. I didn’t know it was physically…
i would have replied to this earlier but i was working on a group project…by myself…...
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is it bad that i'm excited that tori spelling is...
i just really like her books…
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for @charlzr
i have thirteen alarms set for tomorrow morning. i’m going to bed now so i can get up with enough time to take a shower before class since i won’t have time after between reshoots and honors and editing. good night, tumblr.
and i just remembered that in the middle of...
i should also mention that my partner in my film class is dead weight and doesn’t do anything. i was editing for five hours last week and he literally stayed for two minutes, after the actual editing was done.
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i really need to get back to new york. i want to...
every day i spend in new england, the new yorker in me gets smaller and smaller.
he just texted me saying he wanted to make sure i was alive since he only saw me for a little bit last night at a party while i was drunk. he’s coming over later. i tried to answer like i’ve done more with my life than go to kfc and walmart and watch forgetting sarah marshall all day.
and also eat cap’n crunch and pizza pringles.
charlzr replied to your post: can i have forever alone as my facebook relationship status? please?
Me too, female-equivalent-of-bro-in-conversations. (Sister just doesn’t sound quite right).
i feel like there is a female equivalent of bro that’s not like demeaning or anything. i have no idea what it is, but i’m sure there’s one.
