i haven’t been on here much lately. my life’s been insane and i’ve been trying to hide this aspect of my online presence from my friends. i’m trying to make it back here because this really is my college career, this blog, start to finish. i started this in july of 2009, two months before i came to new hampshire.
right now i’m still at school and in the line of hurricane sandy. the state’s currently in a state of emergency. i’m probably spending most of the day offline to save battery, but i’ll be back soon.
don’t think about it. don’t think about the way he smells don’t think about what he’s doing now don’t think about what went wrong don’t think about his family don’t think about kissing him don’t think about what could have been.
“It’s just that I don’t want to be somebody’s crush. If somebody likes me, I want them to like the real me, not what they think I am. And I don’t want them to carry it around inside. I want them to show me, so I can feel it too. I want them to be able to do whatever they want around me. And if they do something I don’t like, I’ll tell them. (…) So tomorrow, I’m leaving. And I’m not going to let that happen again with anyone else. I’m going to do what I want to do. I’m going to be who I really am. I going to figure out what that is. But right now, I’m here with you. And I want to know where you are, what you need and what you want to do.”
She waited patiently for my answer. But after everything she said, I figured that I should just do what I wanted to do. Not think about it. Not say it out loud.
So, I kissed her. And she kissed me back.”—(via sorting-out-my-priorities)
What Kristen Stewart did was wrong obviously and I don’t condone cheating but the fact she’s getting dropped from a movie while a rapper who beat the shit out of his girlfriend is winning Grammys is disgusting
Let’s also talk about how the man she cheated with, the director of said movie and a married man, gets to keep his job.